[Audio] Abbys by Jin of BTS [201203]

Abyss (2020)

Produced by BUMZU

(BUMZU, Jin, RM, Pdogg)

Additional Production – Pdogg

Keyboard – BUMZU

Synthesizer – BUMZU

Guitar – 박기태

Drum Production – Pdogg

Background Vocal – James Keys

Vocal Arrangement – Pdogg, GHSTLOOP

Recording Engineers – Pdogg @ Dogg Bounce

                                 GHSTLOOP @ Phantom Field

Digital Editing – Pdogg, Hiss noise, GHSTLOOP

Mix Engineer – 박진세 @ Big Hit Studio

Mastering Engineer – 최효영 @ SUONO Mastering

숨을 참고서 나의 바다로 들어간다 간다

아름답고도 슬피 우는 나를 마주한다

저 어둠 속의 날

찾아가 말하고 싶어

오늘은 널 더 알고 싶다고 yeah

아직도 나는 내게 머물러있다

목소린 나오질 않고 맴돌고만 있다

저 까만 곳

잠기고 싶어 가보고 싶어

I’ll be there

오늘도 또 너의 주위를 맴돈다

너에게 갈수록 숨이 차오르고 넌 더 멀어지는 것 같아

더 깊은 바다로 들어간 건 아닐까 yeah

저 바닷속의 날

찾아가 말하고 싶어

오늘은 널 더 알고 싶다고 yeah

아직도 나는 내게 머물러있다

목소린 나오질 않고 맴돌고만 있다

저 까만 곳

잠기고 싶어 가보고 싶어

I’ll be there

오늘도 이렇게 너의 곁으로 눈을 감는다

English

Holding my breath, I step into my sea, I go
I face myself, so beautiful yet crying so sorrowfully
To myself in that darkness,
I want to go to you and tell you that
Today, I want to know you better, yeah

I’m still there with myself
Not saying a thing, just lingering
That dark place
I want to sink into it, to go there
I’ll be there
Today, as always, I linger by your side

The more I go towards you, the more I run out of breath
And the farther away you feel
Have I perhaps entered a deeper sea?
To myself in that sea,
I want to go to you and tell you that
Today, I want to know you better, yeah

I’m still there with myself
Not saying a thing, just lingering
That dark place
I want to sink into it, to go there
I’ll be there
Today again, I close my eyes by your side, just like this

안녕하세요 진입니다.

얼마 전, 기자 회견을 하면서 이런 얘기를 한적이 있어요

“나는 내 슬픈 감정을 팬분들과 공유하고 싶지 않다. 좋은 것만 보여드리고 싶기 때문이다.

하지만 그게 음악이라면 얘기는 다르다. 평소 나의 행동으로는 공유하고 싶지 않지만 음악으로서는 보여드려도 괜찮을 것 같다.”

 

사실은 최근에 크게 번아웃이 왔는데 저 자신에 대한 많은 생각이 들어서 그랬던 것 같아요.

빌보드 핫 100 1위를 하고 많은 분들께 축하인사를 받았는데 내가 이런걸 받아도 될까..

사실 나보다 음악을 더 많이 사랑하고 더 잘하는 분들도 많은데 내가 이런 기쁨과 축하를 받아도 괜찮을까..

하는 생각이었고 더 깊이 들어가다보니 마음이 힘들어 다 내려놓고 싶었던 것 같아요.

이 일로 상담도 받으며 하루하루 지내다가 방피디님과 얘기를 해봤는데 지금 이 감정을 노래로 써보면 어떻겠냐고 하시더라고요.

잘 만들 자신도 없고 결과물이 좋지 않으면 어쩌나, 나는 이미 그러면 안되는 위치에 와버렸는데.. 라고 대답을 하니

방피디님은 그런 건 중요하지 않다. 하지만 하게 된다면 너는 분명 잘 할거다 너에게 맞는 사람을 찾아봐주겠다고 하셨어요.

그렇게 작곡가 계범주형님을 만나게 되었고 지금 제 감정과 많은것들에 대해 얘기를 나눴습니다.

밝고 긍정적인 분이시더라고요. 형님은 저를 도와주고싶다고 하셨고 ‘많은 불안들에 대해 써보자~ 잘 안되면 또 새로 해보면 된다’는 긍정의 힘으로 절 다시 밝게 해줬어요.

그렇게 여러 얘기를 나눠보고 지금 저의 감정을 그대로 현장에서 트랙으로 만들어줬고 이걸로 해보고 싶은 얘기를 써내려가니 Abyss가 완성 됐습니다. 계범주 형님에게 다시 한번 고맙다고 얘기하고 싶어요.

생일에는 맞지않는 좀 우울한 노래지만 그래도 생일이 아니면 애매할 거 같아 Abyss를 공개하게 되었네요.

아미들, 부족하더라도 잘 들어주세요.

ps. 후렴구 가사 써준 우리 리더님 감사합니다.

Trans :

Hello, this is Jin.
A while ago, during our press conference, I said this:

“I don’t want to share my sad emotions with our fans. That’s because I only want to show them the happy parts. But when it comes to music, then that’s a different story. Although I don’t want my sadness to come through in my everyday actions, if it’s through music, then I think it’s okay to show it.”

Actually, recently I felt a very great sense of burnout, and I think it was because I started thinking a lot about me, myself.
After we reached No.1 on the Billboard HOT 100, many people offered their congratulations but I wondered if it was okay for me to receive all this..
To be honest, there are many people who love music more than me and are better than me, so I wondered if it was alright for me to receive all this joy and congratulations..
I had thoughts like these, and as I thought deeper about it, my heart grew heavy and I felt like I wanted to lay it all down.
Because of this, I also sought counselling and as the days went by, I tried talking to Bang PD-nim. He asked what I thought about writing these emotions into a song.
I replied “I’m not confident that I can do a good job. What if the results turn out subpar, what am I to do? I’ve reached a position where that isn’t allowed…” To that, Bang PDnim said, “those things aren’t important”. But if I did end up working on the song, he said that I’d definitely do really well, and that he’d look for the right people to work alongside me.
So that’s how I ended up meeting producer BUMZU hyungnim. I shared my current feelings and a lot of other things with him.
He’s a really bright and positive person. He said that he’d help me out and said, “Let’s try to write about all the unease you’re feeling~ If that doesn’t work, we can work something else out”. With his positive energy, I brightened up again.
So after all of our conversations, he produced a track on the spot for me from the many emotions I was feeling. I wrote down all of the things I wanted to say in the song and so, Abyss was complete. I wanted to express my thanks once again to BUMZU hyungnim.

The song isn’t exactly right for a birthday, it’s a bit too melancholy. But then again, if not on my birthday, it would be hard to find the right time. So this is how Abyss came to be released. ARMYs, please enjoy the song, even if it’s not perfect.

ps. Thank you to our leader-nim, who wrote the lyrics to the chorus.

Source:

Bangtan Official Blog

Trans : Aditi, Denise & Faith @ bts-trans

[Picture/Naver] [BTS] A special message from BTS has arrived for everyone taking exams! [201202]

Picture: To everyone taking the test, this year has been an especially difficult one. Stay strong till the end. I’m always cheering you on!! RM

Picture: You have all studied really hard, and so you will get good results. Don’t be nervous, just do what you have always done! -Jin-

Picture: Do well on your exam! You’ll get into the university you want to go to! You will!! SUGA

Picture: Everyone, don’t stress out too much! Let’s just do the test calmly, like we’ve prepared Hobi sends you hope Good luck!! J-HOPE

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[Audio] [#2020BTSFESTA] Still With You by JK [200605]

Still With You (2020)

Produced by Pdogg, Jung Kook (Jung Kook, Pdogg)

Keyboard – Pdogg

Synthesizer – Pdogg

Guitar – 정재필

Background vocals – Jung Kook

Vocal Arrangement – Pdogg

Recording Engineers – Pdogg @ Dogg Bounce

– 정우영 @ Big Hit Studio

Digital Editing – GHSTLOOP, Summergal

Mix Engineer – Yang Ga @ Big Hit Studio

Mastering Engineer – Yang Ga @ Big Hit Studio

Lyrics

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[Audio] RM – Always [170101]

always (2017)
Produced by RM
Arranged by Pdogg
어느 날 아침 눈을 떴을 때
내가 죽었으면 했어
누군가 날 죽여줬음 좋겠어
이 시끄러운 침묵 속에서
난 세상을 이해하기 위해 사는데
세상은 날 이해한 적이 없어 왜
아니 딱 절반이 모자라
날 해하려 하잖아
I miss me miss me baby
I miss me miss me baby
I wish me I wish me baby
wish I could choose me
왜 이렇게 간절한데
이뤄지지 않나요
Always
Always
Always
Always
Always (I lost my all ways)
Always (I lost my all ways)
Always (I lost my all ways)
Always (I lost my all ways)
신을 만난다면 얘기하겠어
삶은 주문한 적도 없는 커피라고
그 멱살을 잡고 말해주겠어
죽음은 리필이 안되는 아메리카노
당신은 살아있단 확신이 있나요
그렇다면 그걸 어떻게 증명하죠
나는 숨을 후 불면 입김이 나는데
창에 김이 서리긴 하는데
You are dead
You are dad, but you are dead
Dead dad you don’t listen to me
Dad please listen to me
왜 이렇게 간절한데
이뤄지지 않나요
Always
Always
Always
Always
Always (I lost my all ways)
Always (I lost my all ways)
Always (I lost my all ways)
Always (I lost my all ways)
ㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡ
작년 초에 작업해놓고 간단한 녹음만 해두었던 곡입니다.
마음이 힘들 때, 그 감정을 그냥 흘려보내기 싫어 기록해두었는데
다행히 지금은 마음이 많이 좋아졌어요!
그래도 감정이 지나갔다고, 그냥 버리기엔 조금 아까운 곡이라 공개해보아요.
다시 수정하고 정리를 좀 하려고도 했는데
그냥 그때 그 느낌으로 남겨두려고 굳이 안 그랬습니다.
슬플 땐 슬픈 노래가 가장 큰 위로가 되기도 하니까요.
Happy 2017 ! !
Trans :
always (2017)
Produced by RM
Arranged by Pdogg

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